Five Questions

Five questions from A.


1. what was the last thing that made you laugh so hard you cried?

Last night I watched a show called The Real Wedding Crashers. It was so funny! I was watching it by myself because R was at work and I was laughing so loudly I thought I might wake up the girls. I tried to quiet myself but I just couldn’t. It was so funny I cried! (Imagine if a guest to your wedding showed up in a wedding dress!)


2. if you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would it be? why?

Today, if I could go anywhere on vacation it would be Utah. I know, you would think I would pick a new and exciting location but lately I’ve been missing the mountains and I would really like to have spring flowers and warm sun around me. I am also missing family.


3. would you rather eat liver & onions (or some similar nasty food to your dis-taste)? or be forced to watch the last barbie princess movie three times in a row? why?

I would totally watch the movie three times over. Since little M likes those kinds of movies I can pretty much zone out while they are on. I would consider it more like a time for meditation. Although the liver and onions would be quick it would most likely scare my taste buds for life!


4.what are you most afraid of? why?

I am most afraid of someone doing something bad to me. I have had weird anxieties my whole life about that sort of thing. I guess the thought of losing control of myself to another person is really scary. Even when R chases me up the stairs and makes a scary noise it really scares me. Another thing I fear is not being happy or having control in my own life. I always seem to let others decide my happiness and I am trying to change that. The last thing I fear is not being a good mom. I don’t want my kids to grow up and resent me in some sort of way.


5.what is the most beautiful thing you've ever seen?

The most beautiful thing I have ever seen was my two babies when they were born. I actually pulled M from me when she was pushed out and it was amazing. I thought I wouldn’t want to touch the baby until she was cleaned but that instantly went away when I saw her. I remember thinking that I couldn’t believe such a beautiful baby came out of me. When B was born it was a much different experience. She literally flew out of me and I saw her laying on the bed where she landed for the first time. (the doctor wasn’t there and R grabbed her leg since no one was there to catch her.) I saw this little girl who was yet again beautiful and it was hard to believe that such a beautiful thing came from me again.

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